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Am I Dying

from Morlock by The New Adventures

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I’ve come to accept that I can’t contain a life, but when someone dies I still internalize all the times I should have been there or at least made an effort to try.

Sorrow and regret seem to follow as my friend Dylan died, and my Grandma passed from cancer. I can’t see how I’d return to a god for my answers. And I don’t like how I respond to my loved ones deaths. I’ll keep to myself and wait it out in my head.

I should say “I love you” more to everyone I know, but I don't have much experience in living that life. Where I show love and receive it, nobody seems to care so instead I’ll keep quiet.

Drunk and alone it’s probably for the best. Before I go onto Twitter and type some dumb fucking tweets. My whole life I’ve always felt like I’m a fucking deadbeat. And I’ll fuck it all up, just like how I have before. It’s not very difficult, I’ll just keep lying on the floor. HEY!

I’LL RUN AWAY

HERE’S SOMETHING THAT I LEARNED FROM THERAPY, IS THAT OUR LIVES AREN’T WORTHLESS. WE HAVE SO MUCH TO GIVE. THESE PAST FEW YEARS HAVE BEEN TOUGH BUT I’M STILL RIGHT FUCKING HERE. WE’LL ALL BE ALRIGHT, WE HAVE A PLACE IN THIS WORLD. HERE’S A MANTRA FOR YOU, “I DON’T DESERVE TO DIE.”

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from Morlock, released February 23, 2019

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